Listening to: Harvey Danger
Feeling: better
So today started off really horribly. However I can safely say it’s going much better now and I am so relieved. I really believe I just needed a night off to get my head together rant to some friends and just get everything off my chest. Earlier I was pretty close to exploding. First there was James and his morning temper tantrum. He acted like a brat slamming doors and storming around. As well as made quite a few grade A asshole comments during the car ride. Second there was my lack of productivity in classes… again. Third, which I guess really should be first but I couldn’t sleep again last night. Fourth I’m still semi fighting with Cait. Finally fifth and icing on the cake the English composition honors class I signed up for is kicking out all none previous honor students. Not to mention that it’s virtually impossible to sign up for a new English comp class at this point. Luckily for me most of these problems have been solved.
I’m still pissed off at James. I’m sick and tired of him treating everyone like dirt. On the up side I told my mother about my tattoo and was cool about it. So at least I’m on good terms with her. Now that first day nonsense is over my classes should all start picking up, another good thing. Well actually it’ll probably end up being bad because I’ll get all pissy and stressed out. There isn’t much I can do about the sleeping thing… I guess just try and tough it out. I called Cait and told her we needed to talk. So I’m hoping I can work things out with her soon. I feel like until we just lay everything out nothing is ever going to get better. I hate not having my best friend I hope we can work this out soon. Bob helped me so much today.. I don’t know what I would’ve done without him. I emailed my advisor and she let me in her English class at 9am. This also means I can take university seminar now! So life is amazing.
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