Running up that hill

by fuchs
Feeling: anxious
So today I did….. Nothing! I’ve got a stack of work to do that I could use to get ahead, but why should I ever do anything that makes sense? I firmly believe its against my nature. I did get a lot of wandering done, and I do so love to wander. My nonsensical music collection is going quite well, but I feel the urge to trim it down. I have all these songs on my Ipod that I always hit skip on, but I can’t delete them for fear of losing the full album, what a conundrum. I didn’t sleep a single hour the night before last, it kind of worries me, its far to early in the year to start losing sleep over worries and insecurities. I’m still kind of freaking out… I’m in one of those anxiety hyper aware must fix everything thing sort of frame of mind. I really shouldn’t be though, this morning I got the rest of my inheritance from my Grandmother and I won’t have to worry about money for along time… and as for the other thing, well, people only get so many second chances, right?
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wow scott killed everyones comments. its just one bad thing after another. if we lose entries i suggest we find a new place to blog.
great, I was happy being blissfully uninformed. Now the paranoiah will set in and I'll have to sleep with my nightlight for the rest of the week. thanks alot lol
blast!
good thing you're not my archnemesis :P
suprisingly my one weakness is guilt haha
haha I know but I do it out of respect for the people I work with. I'd feel bad if I just left and didn't finish my job and make them clean up the mess instead.
um not exactly.. more like me yelling " I Hate KFC! I don't want to work here amymore! They can't pay me enough to do this!" pretty much every night while I close the kitchen. I don't exactly yell it angrily, I just shout it out loud and continue to work.
near as I can tell, steam punk is a 'subculture' in which Old Victorian/Edwardian English style is infused with sci-fi (perhaps dystopian future?) elements. there is a certain fascination of clockwork gears and old machines taken apart and put together with modern tehchnology. I know nothing about technology but I love the costuming.
if they didn't I'd have quit on the spot. At this point I quit on a whim.

I think they suspect it too.
well we've been having them more and more because our district manager likes to tell us how nuch we suck at cleaning and that even when we do clean something it isn't good enough. I actually went in to work on my dayoff on thursday to do nothing but clean for 4 hours.
really lame. we have a big inspection tomorrow so i've had to do extra cleaning so we pass. You never know how much you hate your job until your scraping of year old grease with a one inch razorblade.
you'd probably be the sweetest plague around lol.
aw lucky! Mine just causes whatever is eating it to stay awake longer and have to pee constantly.
i don't know how yum my soul would be. I imagine that it would taste like coffee grounds.
Its not killing me but its definately starting to chew on my soul
there was one song from the new album of the pumpkins that I really liked and it sounded like how they used to but I can't remember the name nor have I ventured on looking for it
That happens to me ALL THE TIME! I can't bring myself to chopping out pieces of albums but I barely listen to half of the music I have. I think it happens to everyone who digs albums instead of just singles.