I wanted to type this brief part before I forgot entirely. I had some pretty crazy dreams last night. I had a child, she was very tiny only an infant. I don't know where she went when I slept� she didn't have a crib or anything. It was a pretty strange dream. It really warmed me up to the idea of having children. Its like I could feel this absolute over whelming protective love even outside of my subconscious for a person that didn't exist. I never thought I'd be the type for motherly what nots. I don't remember her ever crying either which is kind of strange for a baby. I thought it was strange in the dream to. I remember there was one part when there where these three spiders in my closet� I remember being really afraid but instead of backing down I got the vacuum cleaner and sucked them up. I don't really know what to think about this dream. Strange senor very strange. Moving on today has been a pretty good day. I didn't get any homework done but oh well there is always tomorrow right, I'm really digging this Bob Dylan record and dried mango pieces. I got my hair cut ridiculously short today. I can be so spontaneous with my hair I wish I could translate that to the rest of my life. I was just sitting there waiting to get my rather long hair at the time trimmed when I came across a picture and said yep that is the haircut for me. I can be so impulsive sometimes. I visited my brother at bikeline and flirted with his coworker, he started it. He was kind of naturally cute in the way red heads can sometimes be. I've been listening to records and chatting with my family ever since. I'm really looking forward to seeing Cait tomorrow she always makes life so much greener.