Listening to: bsb-who do u love * feeling depressed *
Feeling: torn
my day was ok. i had 2 work from 1-6 n then went n had mad fun @ my friend kims house. i got 2 meet her new bf 2day. he seems pretty cool. he has a single couzin that they r gunna try 2 hook me up w/. i hope hes cute n dat he likes me. Ive been single since feb n ive decided dat i want a new relationship w/ sum. i just dont kno who da sum 1 is yet. it suxs. but ne ways day was fun. my friend kims ex is in jail. he called her like 10 million x's 2 day 2 talk 2 her. my friend alex si so fuckin funny. i will explain what happened prob in 2morows entry bc im tired rite now. I have my ex. He ims me 1 nite n wants 2 talk but i kinda of didnt want 2 talk 2 him then. now dat i wana talk 2 him he dont n he starts treatin me like i was nothin 2 him. now im just his ex. he is such an asshole!!! i hate him so bad. i do miss him alot. me n him have veen through alot these past 4 yrs. he is a loser but idk y i still wanan talk 2 him n chill etc. maybe im not ova him like i though i was. but he dont give a shit bout me i guess. he says he does but hahah ya right. i wanna stop talkin 2 him but i care bout him so much n it kills me!. n yea he also stole my 2 best friends from me. can u say fucked up? well now i dont really tak 2 them as much neways. stupid bitches. i didnt do ne thing 2 them wtf. i still miss me ex friends but dont wanan call them or we. waht should i do bout my ex n my ex friends? can sum 1 please help me??? well till next time ppls... LOB OUT... hahah i stole dt form ryan seacreast, nite evry 1! sum 1 please help me!! :.....(
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