hey y'all. wat up? nada. i was late 4 work again bc of the stupid. its pissen me off so bad i think im just gunna go get my permit! lol. i was very bored @ work 2day. it was sooo slow. i listened 2 the ashlee simpson cd all day 2day. i love it. lol. i think sean is gunna ask me out!!!!!!!!! ya!!!! lol. there is this kid steve who i really like and wanna b w/ but bc he lives in colorado 4 now so it won't happen. it suxs so bad but wat can i do ya kno? im so bored. 2nite me n meg went 2 greg's house 2 watch movies n drink. it was fun. we watched freddy vs. jason and bad santa. bad santa was mad funny. we drank a lil. i want more lol. rite now it's 2:31 am and i am on the phone talking bout serious issues w/ my 2 best friends jacalyn n megan. we have all been going thru so much these past 6 months. i dont understand the whole point of life. what the sence of being born if ur just gunna die eventually? idk. we have delt w/ so many deaths since jan. in jan we lost our best friend krissy (21) and danny n. (17), in feb we lost danny pelter, in march we lost dave m (19), in may my best friend lost her aunt carmen, in june my soon 2 b bf's dad, and in july ryan (16). it suxs so much. we can stand it nemore. i havent hit my breaking point yet but i kno its due soon! but im mad tired, stressed, depressed etc. ttul! nite!