hey ppls! wat up? nada here. sry i havent updated in a while. well last mon i started my internship. i like it. the kids are soo cute. sum r a lil wild but besides that.. awsome. i got mon, wed, fri form 8:30-2. the time goes by pretty fast. im doin ok in school rite now i guess. I FINALLY GOT MY PHONE TURNED BCK ON! omg im mad happy lol. the PATS WON THE SUPERBOWL!!! YA BABY!! it was such an awsome game! i mite skip class to go to the parade. i cant wait cause my concerts are next month! the weather has been better up here. it was ok out 2day. im so tired. i shoulndt b tho bc i slepped all day sun lol. omg ive never smoked so much weed in my life. i omg.. i was totally out of it fri nite. well my stupid ex likes to hurt me so he had part in it. hes still talkin 2 my ex best friend, saw her new car n shit. she had the guts to fuckin beep @ me when she saw me.. i just smiled n kept walking. um just bc u have a new car doesnt make u a fuckin cool kid. she only calls him n doesnt call me @ all or nehting... n she is supposted 2 be my "BEST FRIEND"? I DONT THINK SO. its just messe dup bc i was hurt n r still bein hurt by 2 ppl who say they love n care bout me...yea rite! they can both kiss my big fat ass. i kno they have done shit but they wont admit 2 it. i swear they had sumthin goin on @ 1 point. she deff chose him ova me.. i know she lieks him n carp.. i just dk y she doesnt just come n tell me shit. ne 1 kno wta i mean?? o n bc my ex pissed me off i took 20 pills bc i was so hurt by both of em.. im gunna get introuble by charlotte...oops! but there were other times wheni wanted 2 take pills but i didnt.. c i stopped myself but i didnt know 4 how long. this was just a bad wkend. this 36 yr old joe likes me... he keeps askin me out.. omg hes so gross.. n no i wont say yes. its kind of creepy..:: chills::. he lets me smoke free weed bc he likes me.. lol. hes like i love u n blah blah. omg GROSS!!! well ill be put on my meds soon. i just hope they work.. bc i need em badly. 2day makes it 1 yr n 2 months since krissy died. =(. RIP GIRLY! well if everything goes good ill be grad in may. i wanna just work all summer.. well hopefully i can. i wanan transfer but idk wats gunna happen. 2morw i have 2 do my speech. blah i dont want to do it.. its bout krissy so it wonr be that bad. i have sproing break in bout 1 month. i took 20 pills bc i was hurt by both my ex friend and ex bf.. it just gets better n better huh! i just hate my friends!!! omg i need to get the fuck out of this fuckin place. can i stay w/ne 1 who lives in a diff state?? lol um my bozy are commin out w/ a cd hopefully soon. i heard their music is gunna be like pop punk.. omg if it sounds so dumb im not gunna buy it. i never really talk 2 steve nemore.. so idk wats goin on. umm... i really hate sum of my friends. omg durin the halftime show.. the cutest thing ever. a dolphin w/ a football in its mouth.. omg it was so cute. i was like my dolphin.. lol. i love dolpins! its hard 2 trust ppl these days ya kno? MAN. well my friend manda come down 2 visit. she got a new car n stuff so we chill 4 a lil. we were yelling shit out the window @ ppl n shit. it was madd fun. well im off 2 do sum hw. leave me sum comments!