hey!! its about time i update!! i have so much stuff to say. bout 2 wks ago i GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE!!! I grad from Bay State in Boston. it was a crappy and rainy day as always. i was runnin late as always lol. the ceremony was about 1 hr n prob a half. i dont memba. it was a lil boring. ppl just wanted to get the degrees and leave lol. i didnt really get ne pixs @ all bc by the time i got out evry 1 disappeared. i did get 1 w/ tia tho. umm i couldnt find melissa or jeanine... i was a loil bummed. my mom, dad, bro, his gf and mike went. mike got me roses!!! haha im so spoiled!! they were very pretty! afta the ceremony we went out to eat. o man was i hungary!! i got the usual that i usually get. i ate so much!! lol. my dad gave me sum money afta dat lol. omg i got the cutest outfit for it!! well mike picked it out but i love the shirt. my lil belly was stickin out lol. once i got to mikes house i passed out bc i was so freckin tired!! we were gunna go c house of wax but i was to ried lol. so instead we rented movies n got ice cream. we rented the sponge bob movie and hotel rwanda. sponge but was a lil cute but hotel rwanda was awsome! i suggest that u rent it bc it awsoeme. when we. when we dropped off my bro n his gf, she gave me sum bottles and passafires for the baby. they were so cute lol. ummmm.. i subed for my moms work 3 days in a daycare. the kids were cute. the weather round here suxs!! all it does is rain n shit.. well dats BOSTON for ya lol. mike the baby father is bein a fuckin prick as always n my x friend tina is a stupid backstabbing bitch. she likes mike but hes 2 stupid 2 c it.. HELLO!!!! IDIOT!!! she is like in love w/ him.. it pisses me off.. i heard a rumor that they were dating. i hate em both!!!! there is 2 much shit 2 say bout those fuckin losers. well all mike does is chill w/her n he knows it pisses me off n hurts me but of course he dont care. i stopped talkin to him for about 4 days. he called me all the time but i just ignored him n deleted his vms. he is such an asshole n i hate em. n yes mike i kow ur prob gunna read dis but idc!!! neways.. the bsb cd comes out in 19 DAYS!!! IM SOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!! AGH I LOVE MY BOYS!! THEY BETTER COME 2 BOSTON WHEN THEY TOUR!!! I NEED 2 C MY NICK!!! AHH!! sum 1 sent me some of the songs off the new cd n OMG they sound soooo diff!! they sound hot like they always do tho!!! heheh! well steve is comming bck 2 visit in about 2 wks!! i cant wait!! i miss em soo much! hopefully we can chill more.. even tho he has a gf its ok lol. im gunna kick his ass in pool bc he kicked mine last time!! i invited him 2 my party n he said he would go. i cant wait 2 see him. ne 1 like my new bckround?? I DO I DO!! HEHE!. i can never do it so i have jeanine do it for me!! umm. i have 2 go to the dr 2morow. i hope i can find out wat im havin bc i doubt it. i cant wait nemore.. its DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! im hoping for a boy but it dont really matter. ill keep evry 1 posted. well try 2 lol. but i think thats it. hope u read it and leave me comments!! ttul!!!! o and 1 more thing.... ** BACKSTREET BOYS "NEVER GONE" IN STORES JUNE 14TH!!!1 GO OUT N GET IT.. OR ELSE...:-X**