hey wats up? nada here. 2day was an ko day. i worked, kicked ass in a card game, n visited my friends mother. her mom is doin so much better it seems. i cant believe she has been dead for 6 months. when i was @ work talkin 2 my co-worker her phone rang. she was like 857..who i and it clicked into my head dat its my ex. i was like wow ok wtf. he was callin 4 weed of course bc hes a fuckin pot head. i did a good thing 2day. i could have gotten his # off my freind but I DIDNT! im so proud of myself!i was thinkin bout it but was like nah if he wants me 2 have it he will have given it 2 me. im still havein a hard time w/ the breakup. i really do love him and wanan b w/ him but rite now is deff. not da time. hes 2 busy bein a lowlife neway so y wait. he stole my ex friends from me. but they r bitches neway so. i even think 1 of them liked him. o well i dont need them. i cant wait till wed bc im goin bck 2 six flags! superman here i come! lol. im talkin 2 a new guy. his name is steve n he is da cutest thing! hes so sweet, nice, caring etc. he had 2 move 2 colorado 4 a lil. i miss him! i hope when he gets bck good things will happen b/t us. he is helpin me get ova my ex n different ways. he makes me feel happy! well, dats it for me. im goin 2 bed. ill write bck soon! chow! luv ya!