it has been 3 yrs today that my cuz has been dead. RIP MOB 9-7-84 11-3-2001. 2day i dont feel like i belong. ive been feeling this way for a while now. idk wat my issue is. ive been completly out of it. next fri im going to talk wit a theropist. i can just image how thats gunna go. 2day i got my 1st tatty!... its just my friend who died initals. It looks pretty good considering my friend did it herself. sum parts hurt more than others. so hopefully when i go to get my shamrock it wont hurt that bad. skol was ok 2day. BUSH SUXS! i cant believe Kerry lost.. im so pissed. i fuckin hate politics! i love my journal! lol. i should be getting my pixs developed from the concert soon. they better have come out goos or im gunna b pissed. 2morow im going on a field trip to a skol in newton. life just kind of sux right now. it suxs when u have 2 let the 1 person you love go... dats 1 reason im depressed. well idk wat else to wrtie so... till next time