I've done so much for you since we've been together. I've taken you places, wasted my gas and my hard-earned money. I've called in to work to be with you when you needed me to. I've asked my parents for loans so I can help you in whatever situation you're in so you wouldn't have to pawn your shit. I've fed you on more than one occassion when you had absolutely nothing in your own pantry to eat. You've borrowed money from me. I've put gas in your cars and your bike multiple times. I put up with the stress and sadness of you being in jail and waited for you because you asked me to. I've skipped school for you. I've opened up my heart for you and let myself fall so fucking hard for you. I let myself trust you. I almost let myself loose you once but I fought it. I've done so much fucking shit for you and yes, I do get shit in return, but you have no right to treat me like this.
I didn't even say anything but "Ok." and I agreed with every single little fucking word you said. I said NOTHING to trigger you to get pissed off at me. I was completely SILENT. What did I do? Once minute you're telling me you love me and asking me if I know that and the next, you're ripping at my fucking neck for no apparent reason. Why do you do this to me? Why do you insist on taking your anger out on me? Am I that horrible of a person? Do I irritate you that much? Or were you just "tired"? I didn't do a goddamn thing to you and you fucking know it. I hate this.
Yeah. It's definitely time for a break. I almost lost you once, I'm not going to loose you for good.
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