.:You:. What does your name mean? Colorful and beautiful. Ha. That ain't me. How old are you? 17. How old are you mentally? (as in are you mature?) 24. Describe yourself in 5 words: Nice, caring, smart, easy-going, laid-back. What are your worst qualities? I'm extremely paranoid and stubborn. What are your best qualities? I care about people a lot and I do everything in my power to make everyone around me happy. How long does it take you get get ready in the morning? An hour if I take a shower and 30 minutes if I don't. .:Sleep:. Do you dream at night? Once in a blue moon. Do you remember your dreams? Some of them. Describe one. The last one I had was about my Camaro falling apart. It was really weird. My mom was driving it for some reason though. What time do you go to bed usually? Whenever I get home or whenever I feel tired enough to lay down. What time do you wake up normally? 5:45am. What time do you wake up on weekends? It depends. Just whenever I wake up I guess. Do you find waking up late nice or annoying? Sometimes it can be nice and sometimes it can be annoying. It just depends on your definition of "late". Do you sleep with one pillow or two? I sleep with four along with the almost-life-size teddy bear Jeff bought me for Valentines Day this year. .:School:. Do you like school? In a way. Why/why not? My friends are there but then again I hate the work. What's your favorite subject? U.S. History. Most hated subject? English. Do you have a favorite teacher? Mr. Willard. Ever had a crush on a teacher? My 6th grade math teacher and also Mr. Willard. Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? Neither. I'm a history person. .:Friends:. Do you have heaps of friends? No. Do you have a best friend? Yes. I have a few actually. Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? I definitely have more guy friends. In fact, I only have three girl friends. Sid, Lauren, and Robyn. Do you ever get annoyed at any of your friends? Not really. Have you ever lied to a friend? In the past but only for the better. Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? No. .:Family:. Do you like your parents? Sometimes. Ever run away from home? Once or twice. Ever thought about it? I'm thinking about it now. Do you have any siblings? One younger brother. If so, do you like them or get annoyed with them? I think all younger siblings are annoying. But for the most part, we get along pretty well. How old are they? 13. If not, do you mind being an only child? Do you feel your parents spoil you? Hell no. Do you not get along with any of your family? I get along with most of them. Except my mom right now. Her and I constantly fight because she's afraid to admit to the fact that I now have a life. Do you have big family get togethers ever? Only for the major holidays like Christmas, Thanksgiving, and Easter. .:Relationships:. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes. If so, are you in love with them? Yes, I definitely am. Do they love you? Yes. Probably not as much as I love them though. How long have you been together? A year and two months. What's the most romantic thing they've ever done for you? This is a tough one to answer. He constantly does romantic things for me. I would have to say the day we went to Galveston together for the first time. I stayed the night at his house and he got up early and went and got us McDonald's breakfast and we had breakfast in bed. And then we, uhh.. yeah. I think you know. Do you have a crush? Yeah. On my baby. If so, are you in love? I already answered that. Do they know you like them? Of course. Is it serious or playful? Both. ;) How long have you liked them? Since the day I met him. Ever done something stupid to impress them? Not that I know of. Or can remember. I know he's done numerous things to try and impress me. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? Yeah. Do you find it romantic or hurtful? Hurtful. Well, the way it happened for me. Even know what it is? Yes. .:Sex:. Ever had sex? Oh yeah. Do you believe that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage? I think they should be able to do what they want. I wanted to wait until marriage, but, that was ruined for me. Do you believe in casual sex? Yeah. When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? It was in November of 2003, I think. Did you regret it? Yes. .:Religion:. Do you have a religion? Not really. Do you practice it (i.e. go to church)? No. Do you believe in God? Yes. Jesus? Yes. Satan? Yes. Heaven? Yes. Hell? Yes. If you died tomorrow, what do you believe will happen to you? I have no idea at this point in my lifetime. Does death scare you? Not really. If it's meant to happen, it'll happen. You can't control it really. .:Morals:. Have you ever been drunk? Haha. Yeah. Taken drugs? Yep. Stolen? It used to be my profession. Shoplifted? Yep. Going to court for it in September. Tried to commit suicide? Not really. I've been through the whole "I'm depressed so I'm going to cut myself" phase. I have the scars. But I've never actually tried to put an end to my own life. Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? In the past, yes. But not to my current boyfriend. Gotten into a fight? Fist fight? Oh yeah. Won every single one I was in, too. Are you more innocent or guilty? I think I'm more guilty. Would you date a drug addict? I have in the past. Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? Yep. An alcoholic? Yep. Are you racist? Hello? Did you not see the Confederate flag at the top of my page? Of course I am. Haha. No. I'm not. Seriously. 0_o Are you discriminatory to anyone? Yeah. Ignorant people. Which is the majority of this world. Have you been a hypocrite in the past? I think I still am at times. Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? Open. Definitely open. .:Media:. Do you watch tons of tv? No. How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? None. Seriously. Do you listen to the radio often? Whenever I'm in my car. Do you read the newspaper? Hardly ever. Do you read magazines? Car magazines. And even then I don't read them. I just look at the pictures and the specifications. Are you a couch potato? Hell no. Do you use the internet too much? I used to. Until I got a job. And a boyfriend. .:Music:. What's your favorite style of music? I don't really have a favorite. I listen to mostly rock and country though. Do you play an instrument? I used to play the guitar. Do you sing? Yeah, but I shouldn't. What's your favorite band? I don't really have a favorite. Why? I like way too many bands. There are a lot out there who are talented. Have you met them before? Met who? Name 3 cds that you've bought in the last year: Shinedown: Leave a Whisper, Crossfade, A Perfect Circle: Emotive. Why did you buy them? I thought they would be good. Turns out, they weren't worth buying when I could have just downloaded them. .:Sports:. What's your favorite sport? Drag racing. What's your favorite sport to watch? Drag racing. Do you have a favorite team of any sort? Dallas Cowboys. Do you play a lot of sports? I used to play soccer. Ever won anything for sports? I have a few trophies and plaques. .:Personality:. Are you funny or serious? Both. Creative or not? At times I can be. Logical thinker or lateral thinker? I don't know the difference but I think I'm more logical. Are you outgoing or shy? Both. It just depends on the situation and the people I'm around. Are you lazy or active? Extremely active. Have you ever been hyperactive? A few times. Are you a naturally hyperactive person? Not really. .:Looks:. Are you happy with the way you look? Sometimes. What would you change? My boob size, my nose, my butt and thighs, and my hair. Do you wear makeup regularly? If I work or have school. If I just run errands or spend the day with my baby, normally I don't. Do you have a large wardrobe? Hell no. Three pairs of jeans and around ten or twelve t-shirts. Mostly black. .:Money:. Do you have a job? I did for two years. I just recently quit. Do you like it? Did I like it? Hell no. The first year was okay until they enforced the whole "if you're under 18, you have to leave by 10pm" rule. Are you a saver or a spender? I'm a big spender. I can hardly ever save. Money burns holes in my pockets. Do you work hard or slack off? Work hard. Have you ever been fired? Nope. In trouble at work? Once when I somewhat cussed out a customer after she pissed me off. Made a major mistake? I think when I first started I accidentally processed a transaction as cash payment instead of check. Ever had money stolen from you? No. Are you always broke? Not always. Only when I have insurance to pay and my check wasn't enough to cover it and have extra spending money. .:Embarrassing Moments:. What's your all time most embarrassing moment? When I curb-slapped my car with John in the car. Ever squirted a drink out of your nose? Many, many times. Ever giggled like an idiot? To be funny, probably. Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? Many times. Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? Yep. In 5th grade. On my birthday, too. Ever said something really stupid? Just about every day. Ever snorted while laughing? Yep. Ever fallen off a bed? Haha. Yeah. Many times. Ever sleepwalked? Someone told me I did. Ever sleeptalked? Someone told me I have many times. .:Memories:. What's your best memory? The night Jeff finally made his first move on me after months of being friends and him leading me on and flirting. I knew I had finally found the love of my life and he saved me. This happened two weeks after I was raped. Worst? When I was raped. What's the wierdest memory you have? I don't really know. Do you have a good memory? Yeah. What's the coolest holiday you remember having? Christmas. It's always cool. .:Thoughts:. Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? Oh yeah. What's the first thought that comes to your head when you hear these names? Melissa - Slut that Jeff and I ran into at the mall. Apparently Jeff knew her throughout high school. I don't want to know what else went on between them. Bob - Billy Bob. Vanessa – Hispanic. Alyssa - Slut. Jess - Jesse. God I hate that boy. Brian - Guy I liked my sophomore year. Complete jerk. It's also my favorite boy's name. Charlie - My lazy ass, jobless, bum of an uncle. Olivia - Bitch. Drew – Creepy guy down the street. Lily - The black lab Jeff and I tried to take care of as a puppy. She was way too hyper. Anita – Old woman. Whats the first thought that comes to your head while hearing these words? Cheese - I want some. Rubber - Haha. Condom. Clothes - Don't care for. Big - Cock. Dress - Ewe. Jacket - Leather with spikes. My baby's motorcycle jacket. Grr. Polyester - Fake. Kite - Ron White. Washing - Something Jeff needs to do. Haha.