It's been a year now since I've graduated and moved out. But now I live with my parents again and not because Jeff and I split up but because of my finances. Jeff and I have been together for two and a half years now and I don't think we'll ever split up. The reason I moved back in is so I can get my whole money situation back in order. I just couldn't do it having to pay for a car now plus insurance plus bills plus whatever. Not counting I have a warrant out for my arrest. Don't ask what for because I'm not going to tell. It'll get taken care of and soon. I feel like such a goddamn convict. It's just somtimes I wonder what it would've been like if I would've never moved out and if I would've gone to college or something instead. Would I bet in this predictament? Would I have to worry and stress myself out this much? I don't know what to do with myself right now. Not to mention I met another guy. I'd give you the low-down on him but I'm afraid there's no point to it. He never calls, he never texts, he never comes up to my job to see me. He called me today but only after I told him I might be spending a couple of days in jail for my warrant. I text him and told him to call me after he got off work but I doubt that will happen. I want to hang out with someone. I can't hang out with Jeff because I have no way of getting to his place. This guy, on the other hand, could possibly come pick me up. Maybe we can go hang out somewhere. I'm getting my hopes up. I don't know why I'm thinking like this anyway. I have Jeff. I'm definitely not going to cheat on him, if that's what you're thinking. I would never. And I don't really have feelings for this guy, I just like him as a friend. I like hanging out with him. The very few times we have hung out together were great. Not as great as when I would hang out with Jeff, but they were something to take my mind off this bullshit I'm going through right now. And sometimes Jeff reminds me of the bullshit because he has something to do with it. I should write a book about my life. I think it would sell. When push comes to shove, sometimes you just have to shove back harder. And that's what I'm trying to do. Come on. Just call me.