I got written up at work today. To make a long story short, I cussed out a "guest". She was around 18, 19.. Snobby.. Preppy.. Stupid.. And had on way too much make-up. She insisted on calling me a liar. She didn't come right on out and say it, but, when she went and asked another employee about the same damn thing, that pretty much states that she thought I was a liar. So, after a confrontation with the bitch, under my breath, I called her a "stupid fucking bitch". She heard me. She reported me. And now I have a face-to-face meeting with Harold, my boss-boss, and Rebekah, my supervisor. I just might not get my fucking promotion tomorrow. I already got my raise, but, they can always take that away from me. Kim said since they haven't had a problem with me ever in the two years I've worked there, that most likely it won't get taken away from me. It was a slip-up, and she understands. But Harold might think otherwise. I still have the chance at getting fired. Just what I need. To not only not get my promotion, but to loose my job all together. It's fucking cold outside ya'll. I drove to work today with my windows down because it was so humid and then I walk outside after I got off work and nearly froze my way-too-big-for-my-body tits off walking to my car. This is cool. I like the cold weather. Jeff and I have grown apart. Now I see that it's not a good thing for us to have too much space. I haven't seen him since Wednesday night. That's way too long for us. I probably won't get to see him at all tomorrow either since they won't be done with the house until 7 or 8 and I have school Monday. I definitely won't get to see him Monday since I have to go straight to work after school. So I guess we'll get to see each other Tuesday. Which is also our one-year anniversary. We better get to see each other then. And he better not make any plans to go out to the bar with Jenifer, either. But we have grown apart. As if he didn't answer my text messages before, he definitely doesn't even pay attention to them now. I texted him and told him he could call me at work but he never did. He texted me around 9-something telling me to call him when I got off work. I did, we talked, and then he said he was going to sleep. So, yeah. That wasn't much. He didn't even say "I love you" like he always does. I don't like this. He's definitely ignoring me now. He's acting like he doesn't care if he gets to see me or not. Or even if he gets to talk to me. Yeah, I don't like this. Maybe our one-year should also mark the end. My phone says CINGULAR now. Where did my AT&T go? This sucks.