It's Over. It's Alright Now.

Listening to: Remedy - Seether
Feeling: unhappy
School's done and over with for good. It doesn't even really feel like it's over with. I still feel as if I have to go back. As if I'm just on some sort of break. I think it's going to take me a while to get used to not following the schedule I used to follow. Not being able to see the people I used to see every day. Yeah. It's definitely going to take some getting used to. Our graduation's tomorrow at 9am. Blah. It's early but I guess there could be a plus to it. We'll have the rest of the day to do whatever afterwards. I'd like to do something with everybody. All of my friends. Go hang out somewhere or something. Since Astroworld is right across the street.. I don't know. I doubt any of us have the money to just go and blow at Astroworld. Maybe we can go have breakfast at Denny's or some shit. Jeff's not going to my graduation. He just got hired at O'Reilly's on Highway 6 yesterday. Well, yesterday was his first day anyway. He's working practically all day today and then all day tomorrow. From 8 to something, probably. He just called me to tell me that four other employees up there are asking for tomorrow off too for other graduations. Mike wants him to work. Jeff couldn't understand why I got pissed off and started crying. We had both planned on him going since day fucking one of this stupid shit. And now all of a sudden he has a job and "can't make it". I guess his priorities are straight. Whatever. I don't need him there. It's not like I wanted him there. No. I would never want the one person who means the most to me not to be at my graduation. One of the most important events in my lifetime. Sometimes I just can't stand him. My mom's dad sent me $40 bucks for my birthday/graduation. I guess that's $40 extra bucks in my pocket for now. I also got paid yesterday. I guess the checks came early or some shit. I thought Fridays were paydays. Oh well. The earlier the better. I have to go shopping around today for something to wear underneath my cap and gown tomorrow. Blah. Why do we have to wear a skirt? Of all things, a skirt. Trust me. It'll be a long one. Shoes too. Something other than the heals I have that I've worn.. What? Twice? Maybe? Well, here's the update. There probably won't be another one for a while. I'm working 40+ hours next week. Can I get a "fuck yeah" for overtime? Whatever. I still can't believe this shit. Does anyone have a box of tissues I could borrow?
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