I am oh so tired. School sucks ass. I wasn't that tired yesterday. Woke up on time, got ready, went to school, didn't even feel the urge to sleep in class. I guess I was kind of excited about my new classes. Meh.
So now I have Algebra 2 first period instead of Economics and it BLOWS. And now I also have Government third instead of Psychology. Eh. Whatever, right? One more semester and I'm out of here.
Jeff and I didn't break up, don't worry. =P (Yeah, how many times have you heard that one.) He called me when he knew I was off work and apologized and told me that he's just been really frustrated lately. I understand that but damn. Please don't fucking take it out on me. But, I guess I'm contradicting myself because I've been extremely stressed out and frustrated lately too and maybe I've been taking it out on him. I apologized too for "being a bitch" (Even though I still don't think I was being one.) and we exchanged "I love you so much"es and we both went on to bed. Whatever.
Last night he went out to the bar with Jenifer. Greeeeaat. I haven't heard from him yet today but then again he's probably still sleeping. I've come to the conclusion in my own mind that he's not going to cheat on me. He's too sweet and loving towards me. Lauren told me that whenever he's around and I'm not, all he does is talk about me. I know he loves me. I can feel it whenever I'm around him. Whenever he touches me. And I know that at the end of the day or the next day even, he's talking to me and he's with me, no one else. And at the end of the week, he's holding me in his arms. I was just being a big baby. I still don't approve of him going out and getting drunk, but, I can't stop him and I'm not going to try. But at least now I'm not being a bitch about it.
Well, eh. There's not much else to say.
Well now.. maybe i'll see you at school sometime.
tootles.
and smile.
Love,
Sallad Masta Flash