It's been a while for me on this thing. Pretty much because I'm addicted to Myspace now. But a lot has happened. Jeff shipped off for the military and I discovered he got back together with his ex-girlfriend who lives in Tennessee. He took the military as an opporunity to get back together with her. You have no idea how much that hurt me. I met a new guy. Actually, I met this guy back in January when I was still with Jeff. We've been intimate with each other twice so far. But he's taken. But I've fallen hard for him. Yet I know things will never work out between the two of us. I'm not looking. I don't want anyone right now. I just want to be single and take life as it comes. Maybe get enrolled in a college. Get my life back together. I think I need to see a therapist.