All I want is to stop my dreams from ending. I miss him so much right now. OK- just s brief update on what the hell I am talking about. October 2003 to Jan 2004 I dated a wonderful guy named Nick. He and I were great together- but one day he sort of stopped talking to me. I tried continuing the relationship with him but it seemed doomed so I let it go. A few months later I was told that Nick had been wrongly informend that I had cheated on him. Now it has been about a year and a half since he and I broke up and I miss him grately. I don't get to see him very much but when I do- those few moments are rays of sunshine in my overcast life. I have been having many dreams about him as of late and I want all of them to come true. I still think about him and have feelings for him but I am scared that if I even try to talk to him I will get shot down. Oh how I wish I could just tell him how I feel and how sorry I am if he ever even thought for a minute that I would do anything to hurt him. My heart aches to feel his touch again...