So tomorrow I go back to work after a week off. I am rather nervous because I have not talked to Steve in a while and I am wondering if he even remembers that I exist. I am thinking that if things get too akward tomorrow I will just give them my 2 week notice and leave. I don't really like crushing on people at work for this very reason and I am upset for allowing myself to do so. I only hope that he and I can still get along even though things did not work out between us as I had hoped. I only wish he had been more mature about it and had just told me that he was not interested in me, rather than ignore me. But it's ok- I have a boyfriend and should not have had interest in Steve in the first place.