Something to think about for now- why is it that when things seem to be going right for me tht they then fuck up. I was feeling wonderful since I wrote that last entry but now I feel very shitty. My heart is hurting pretty bad as we speak and my head feels like it is about to explode. The other day I walked in on my housemates watchiing one of the greatrst movies of all time- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I fucking love that movie- and now thanks to Emma I have the quote that got the movie its title. Woohoo! I have been looking for this quote since I saw the damn movie. Go Emma for being awesome! How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd