"You Were Meant For Me"- Jewel I hear the clock, it's six a.m. I feel so far from where I've been Got my eggs and my pancakes too Got my maple syrup, everything but you. Break the yolks, make a smiley face I kinda like it in my brand new place I wipe the spots off the mirror Don't leave the keys in the door Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause Dreams last so long even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you. Called my momma, she was out for a walk Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk Picked up a paper, it was more bad news More hearts being broken or people being used Put on my coat in the pouring rain Saw a movie it just wasn't the same 'Cause it was happy or I was sad and It made me miss you oh so bad Dreams last so long Even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you. Go about my business, I'm doin fine Besides, what would I say if U had you on the line Same old story, not much to say Hearts are broken, everyday. Brush my teeth and put the cap back on I know you hate it when I leave the light on I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down. Take a deep breath and a good look around Put on my pj's and hop into bed I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead I try and tell myself it'll be all right I just shouldn't think anymore tonight Dreams last so long Even after you're gone I know you love me And soon I know you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So this is officially the first song that made me cry about Anthony. Well I take that back- the first song in 8 years that has made me cry about Anthony. So I didn't get to asy goodbye to him. I had to call his phone and leave a message. I spent all of 1:00am crying last night because of this. I miss him so much already. I wish I had at least gotten to say goodbyye to him. It hurts so much right now. I just don't want to lose him from my life. He means so much to me... I have no idea how I get myself into these situations but I am stuck in it right now and have no way out. It's too late now. Had I not talked to him it would still be 8 years since my last conversation with him but I had to go an ruin all the time spent getting over him by talking to him Saturday night... all that I worked on all those years ago is gone. I am ever so sad right now...