Goddamnit goddamnit goddamnit my eyes have yet again sweeled up like balloons and I'm still here trying to figure out why life has to be so mean to me and make me feel so fucking ugly....grrrr I'm angry...and my eyes hurt like hell! ahhhh!!! serioulsy, it hasn't been this bad..I can barely open my eyes enough to see what I'm typing..oh geez! I have so much hw to do today too..well a lot for me is any at all. bah! Travis is annoying me..He's being totally unsympathetic and I'm hating it./..what a guy...bah!