I just had the weirdest/deepest conversations that I've had with Nicholas since I've known him. Even when we were dating we never talked about stuff like this. Mb 'cause he was semi-stable back then, or mb i just didn't notice. Anyway...he was being all philosophical and making me feel stupid saying stuff like you don't think outside of the box and I feel sorry for you because it's not fair the way you live...shit! what the hell is he smoking and why doesn't he share(;)robin, that's for you) I mean, where the hell is all this coming from? He says that we never really cared about what I thought about (oh gee thanks) but now he suddenly feels that he shold cared about how I see the world...and apparently I don't see it the right way because I'm ignorant and too raveled up in my own little life that I don't even notice people I haven't met and blahdiblah...first off: how does her know what I think about? Second: It's nice that he cares and he "enjoys my company quite a bit" but he doesn't need to go on about how I don't know a lot of things about him and he doesn't want me to know....He doesn't remember, but we have had this conversation before. Geez. sometimes I really just don't get him. off to the dark side