anthro test today...went ok, could've been better, but can't you say that about almost everything. oh, well I can when it comes to tests...bah Couldn't get to sleep again last night. I just layed there thinking about how retarded I am. This retardedness comes from a few places. school, boys(one in particular), general self-esteem issues that I've been having lately, etc. I'm soo tired and really want to take a nap, but I think the reason I haven't been able to sleep at night is b/c I've been taking long naps every afternoon as soon as I get home from my morning classes. I don't mean for them to be so long, but something always happens, alarm doesn't go off, I set it for pm instead of am(that one was my fav.), just choosing to sleep, oh the list could go on. Last night I know I didn't start to fall asleep till at least 3:30am and I think I remember looking at the clock at 6ish, but I think that was me just waking up/not sleeping very well. I'm almost to the point were I'm wondering what the point of skipping class is. I know that may seem weird 'cause usually you think what's the point of going?...but look at it this way: If life in general is starting to seem pretty pointless and depressing, what's the point of skipping class if I have nothing better to do plus the very thing that is depressing me is the guilt from skipping class or doing bad in school? Why not just deal and go to class? I may just be deluted or crazy, I will choose either one if it will make me feel better. p.s. we will not confront you b/c we don't care so get off it! i suck @ life also where is the sun? that night have something to do with my depressive state. smile