fine whatever I don't even fucking care!

Listening to: none
Feeling: betrayed
I am so fucking angry!!! ahhhh!!! I didn't even want to be in Orchesis when the year started, but Jackie convinced me that it would be better than last year. So I go, I audition and I THINK I'm in. Last night was auditions for Barche, the show they have every feb. I audition, and I'm actually getting excited about the year. Then the world comes shits on me. I get an e-mail from Amy the director that says, oh sorry for the confusion but we decided that Orchesis 2 is a better group for you this time. I thought you understood from your itinial on the paper. What the fuck! I didn't even know that was a possibility. I thought if your name was on the paper, you were in. I didn't even look at what I was initialing...guess that'll teach me. Well fuck Orchesis then. Fuck you all. Orchesis 2 is Orchesis 1 for people who aren't good enough and I'm basically taking this as a big u suck and we don't want you. OMG grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....How do they know what would be better for me anyway. fuckers. to quote a great movie(can't remember the name of it right now, but if you know it, good for you) "I'm so mad I could just spit" off to the dark side
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Hi Meg, this is Meg... Just wanted to say, I know exactly how you fucking feel!!!! LOL It sucks bull balls but the worst shit happens to the best of us... cheer up ;)
[Anonymous]
Oh meggy. it is nicole. you are just too good for them and they would be ashamed if They had to preform with YOU,i love you always! come dance for me!
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