So I'm at home...my parents came and got me 'cause I was really sick... Just being home makes me feel better.. Being taken care of..mmm it's nice, if only it was a hot boy and not my loving parents. I keep wanting to call Steve, and I did once but no one answered..wish I was wanting so I could just leave those oh so lovely messages I leave( haha more like embarrassing) but I didn't even get that. I'm thinking it was one of those times where your phone rings at a non-opportune time so you push a button just to hang it up... Anyway, ya so I stopped myself from calling him like a stalker and decided that I'm sick so he prolly wouldn't want to see me anyway...I'm so pathetic though. get this: I actually practiced what I would say on his answering machine...ya i know..doh! oh man! Stevie is so cute..I wish I wasn't retarded and I could just call him and be like..ok, do you like me or am I just a weekend fling..haha that you would consider repeating....hahahhahaha I know I'm so hoe-ish! sudden thought: I'm sitting here typing away at my dad's laptop and i just caught a glimpse of myself in the window...I look pretty sharp!! hahahha Alright...so there's this girl on my floor who I'm becoming good friends with..Marissa.. She is so funny because she just broke up with her bf of like 2 years about two weeks ago and she is soo boy crazy already."ooo he's so cute" "that's the guy that walked me home the other day from class" haha oh she cracks me up. anyway..I'm realizing that I'm being just like her right now...I'm oooing about Steve, but at the same time I'm talking to my friend Erin(Marissa's roommater no doubt) about a guy(Alex) from our potential brother floor that likes me...just thinking about it makesme feel all tingly..and no not down there you sicko! hahah oh man I think I need to just make up my mind and choose who I want to make out with. haha all for now off to the dark side