just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming swimming swimming, what do we do, we keep on swimming.....! yes yes no no maybe maybe BLAH! I don't want to study but I know I have to. I have a bio lab practical tomorrow night and I haven't started studying and I am so not in the mood to. see my mood up there...UNMOTIVATED! in a very bad way! I really tired too. I have been lately. It's not like I don't get enough sleep 'cause I get 8-10 a night. I know I know, you all hate me....but it kind of feels like a depressed tired. I blame it on the weather and all the stupidness of right now at school...two more weeks Megan, two more weeks... Mb I should jsut go to bed now and get up in the morning and study..HA! like that plan would ever follow through...bah I suck. School sucks, I'm dropping out, and working in the mall...then becoming a VS model! Yes! sounds like a great plan! ready....GO! off the deep end