wasting the day away

Feeling: useless
hmm...it's never really bothered me before to sleep in so late...even if I skip a class or two. But for some strange reason, lately I feel like I am totally wasting the day away 'cause I don't wake up til between 12-1 and I stay up til 2-3. It's gotten really bad lately. And it's not like I have a reason to get up or anything. If I have an appointment then I get up but if I don't have anything 'cept class then why not just lay in bed where I'm comfortable. i dunno.. Last night Robin and I had a really lond talk about a bunch of stuff, but one part was wondering where we fit in...like what stereotype are we or what group do we fit into. I told Robin that if I had to place or somewhere, she is the cheery quirky church girl. She said that I was a wannabe...not like I want to be other people but I tend to have a different twist on my personality depending on my mood, etc. This I reapized is totally true and it just shows how obvious it is that I'm still trying to find myself and what I want to be. That is my main personal goal lately. ooo good song... I am Missing - Dashboard confessions...damn! it's screwed up!stupid Kazaa! bah ah well Anyway...so things I need/want to do today: -shower (yes that would be good) -actually attend a class...Micro -biology hw...since I should be in that class right now, mb I should do something related to it. hmmmm -eat something...yes another good thing to do -figure out next semesters schedule -lab hw -I don't really need to play Zelda but I really want to...Ever since sunday it has been calling my name to play it...yes I realize I am a loser and I'm fine with that. ;) -go to the new Matrix movie that comes out today..last night I went with Aracely and Marin to buy tickets ahead of time and then to the grocery store..fun times (Aracely pushed me around in the cart!) -take movies back to Hollywood video I guess that about covers it. Tomorrow is Nicholas's birthday..I hope he likes my cards. I couldn't decide which one I liked more so I sent him two. hehe oh well off to the dark side
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