I cannot focus on anything lately. I'm getting a little worried 'cause I seriously think there might be soemthing wrong...I have no motivation at all to do anything. bah I decided that I really need to try and concentrate on doing useful stuff instead of just thinking about stupid boys and being social, etc. Good things I've done today so far: Woke up showered shaved and lotioned legs brushed teeth BAd things I've done today so far: Woke up super late skipped psych. (see above for reason why) haven't gotten dressed yet...yes I am sitting here in my bra and underwear because I can't even think enough to decide what to wear today...:/ Good things I NEED to at least try and accomplish today: Eat (hmmm ya that would be good wouldn't it) get dressed do hair and make-up Copy micro notes Get Psych. notes missed from today clean desk and area around take vitamins WOWOWOWOW accounting hw before midnight Orchesis Bad things that I should NOT do: skip symphony(well I wouldn't even think of that one 'cause then I couldn't see my trumpet-playing eye candy..damn no!! boys!! ahh not accomplishing any of the above good things doing anything social (can't can't can't) today must become hermit when not at symphony, orchesis and eating supper oh geez I almost forgot... So this guy Alex from our brother floor(yeah! they are our brother floor now!) anyway, so this guy Alex way giving me signals that he liked me and it was confirmed...He's really nice so I thought it was cool or whatever...yesterday Robin tells me that 'word on the street' is that he has a gf(which I suspected) but he wants to have something on the side with me...SCUMBAG! is all I have to say about that. What, does he think that he would just not tell me that he had a gf..I handle a lot of things, but lying is not one of them, at least when it comes to bf's...So if he thinks that he can have a side dish of Megan along with his main meal of gf, he's got another thing coming. :P Alright I really need to try and get something done. Soemthing GOOD! off to the dark side