I hate dating and boys and the search for "the one". I always seem to meet guys in really odd ways...at least ones that I really like. Take Justin for example: He's a senior in high school (i know call me cradle robber) in Michigen. And where do you think I met this oh so lovely boy? The internet. We've been talking for a few years now and this summer we talked over a microphone. He had such a nice voice. It was torture talking to him sometimes 'cause I liked him so much. And he got all freaked out when I talked about us meeting...oh well...we still talk and I still wanna meet him but ya know how it goes... Travis would be another great example: Another boy that I wanted really bad but have never met. He is a friend of my best friend Jackie's. We started talking on the phone occasionally when Jackie was over. then when she wasn't. It eventually turned into everyday. We even had a plan to meet. Then something stupid and totally not "ruin a friendship" thing happened and we don't talk anymore...not 'cause I don't want to...it's all him. I'm not bitter or anything. Steve would be next: I am actually friends with him in person. I met him this summer and formed a huge crush on him from the few times that we hung out. A few weekends ago(mb a month) we hooked up @ UNI. I was psyched but I didn't know what he thought about it...I've called him a few times. seen him when I was home, but it's nothing special and it kills me 'cause he's so cute and i can't tell if he likes me or not. Oh and the kicker is that he's not here. I did meet a guy last weekend named Jared, but I'm not really interested..at least not anymore...I'm thinking it might have been the alcohol. this is why I am cursed...and I hate dating. ok ok don't get me wrong..I can't wait to get married and have kids..I just hate it right now. off to the dark side