i'm in studyhall right now.. woo. Rachel wanted to stay in the room and not go to the STC so we are doing just that. we can go on myspace in here. though I don't care much for that. i'm listening to Bayside. what happened to their drummer still makes me sad. they're selling tshirts in his memory. all the proceeds go to the band and John's (drummer) wife, Amy. I act like I know them personally? maybe I do. (not really). so what happened was all my fault you left me because you didn't love me I tried soo hard to tell myself that it wasn't anyone's fault but yours. did your eyes have to wander did your emotions have to show that you would do that to me and leave our family so low now I know it's not my fault that you would never hear when I said I loved you. no, I don't care anymore and I just don't want you here. so stay out of my life like you've been so good at doing don't expect an invitation into my life, it won't happen. i'm glad you're gone and I do still love you I don't care if you don't and it's sad that I feel like I have to.