let me be.

by missxbrown
Feeling: bittersweet
Well I guess I was kidding about the last entry. No one wanted to do it... do you believe in love? written on the bullet say yes to pull the trigger While I was doing the dishes I was thinking. Because I think while i'm doing random things. Not that doing the dishes is random. I'm glad I don't have to deal with a relationship. There's so much drama involved with love i've realized. Maybe it's just the people I surround myself with that have these problems. Maybe not. But I know that I don't want that. Subject A: boy and girl fall in love. boy asks girl to marry him. girl says yes. girl moves away. girl realizes there's other boys out there. girl breaks boy's heart. Subject B: girl falls in love. or so she thinks. girl tries to help love. girl knows it's not working. girl stays in relationship. girl continues to get hurt. FINALLy girl realizes she needs to get out. girl still stays in relationship. I know not all relationships are like that. But I don't want to risk it. I don't want to risk 'falling in love' and getting hurt. I don't like getting hurt. They say it's better to have loved and lost than to never love at all. I think they're wrong. I'm doing just fine without it. I think. do you believe in love? written on the bullet and ____ pulled the trigger 12:27AM.
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Subject A breaks my heart...:( :( :( :( love does suck sometimes, but you can't help who/what you care about. It just happens. I didn't want to care about a guy that I can't be with everyday for another year or more, and who smokes pot...but I do. The nagain there can't be good without a little bad. People are fine without it too, though. I was, but now I don't know what will happen when it's gone...
about subject a, its not that im fine with the whole deal because im not. i still love him more than anything...but sometimes we need change.
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