so here we go
once again
i've returned to
that state of mind
that you've been blind to
and i've numbed the pain
for soo long
but I can't anymore
i'm sorry
don't give up on me
i'll come out in the end
dead or alive
you wouldn't have guessed
what i've been thinking
would it be soo bad
but to cover it up
that'd be even harder
why cover it up?
i've changed soo much
maybe this is right
just maybe it would work
to numb the pain
I havn't felt for soo long
i'm sorry
it's returned
and there's nothing I can do
and there's nothing you can do
i'm sorry
you never even tried
you turned away when I needed you
and now you'll stab my back
without even knowing it
stand back
watch the crimson lies flow
don't clean up the mess
it'll always be there anyways
what you couldn't see
I havn't even been hiding
so best friend
were you hiding from me
what i've been hiding from you?
would you confront it
or just leave me here
like you've done for soo long
tell me best friend
i've been dying to know
would you give up on me
if you found out
or would you hide from it
and act like it's not there
when it's written in plain view
engraved in red
i'm sorry
don't give up on me
i'll come out in the end
dead or...
11:48pm