and sometimes I think
that i'm not any good at all
and sometimes I wonder why
why i'm even here at all
So anyways you're all thinking quality time with parents is nice. I'm sure it is. But i'm not so sure when it results in this:
"Go brush your teeth."
"I don't wanna.."
"JUST GO FXCKING DO IT! JESUS CHRIST!" followed by many profanities/screaming that aren't even appropriate for grown adults.
And then a few minutes later in the car:
"You're so stupid. I can't believe I raised such a stupid child."
And I know, that's funny. Well I would've laughed right along with you if it hadn't been for the serious most disgusted look she's ever given me.
Oh I know how to deal with her. I just ignore it and block it out. That's usually been one of the only things i'm good at.
Oh and today. It ended up being my fault the kitchen sink flooded. How is that when i'm not the only one that uses the sink? I'm not so sure really. And then again I get screamed at for not knowing that it was flooding and going to get towels that wouldn't have worked in two inches of water covering the kitchen floor anyways.
Conclusion: even if you haven't done anything, IT'S still YOUR FAULT.
If I only had an ax, i'd cover these bleeding eyes. They're bloodshot now, but they'll be black by dawn.
10:15PM