fall back on your preminitions
and just learn to listen
to those who have more wisdom than you
Today was not good.
I felt so out of it all day.
I called my mom at lunch to go home
and all hell broke loose.
I'm FAILING Chemistry.
I'm NOT going to pass for the year.
LOSING that credit would look better than getting a HORRIBLE failing grade to add to my GPA.
I'm obviously taking it next year, anyways.
But noooo, she didn't understand.
She started going off on me that I can't miss ONE CLASS out of like a million.
That I was making our family look dysfunctional.
And abnormal.
And that I made her look stupid.
And i'm such a baby
I cried.
Yeah, right there in front of Mrs. Yehle's office.
That was embarassing.
I probably made Liz feel awkward.
I was using her phone.
And I hate when people come up to you and are like "ARE YOU ALRIGHT?!"
Obviously not, dubmasses.
And you're not my friend so don't act like you care.
I went to the nurse's office.
I walked right in and she goes "you look like you need to go in there," and she pointed to the little room they have with a bed.
No, really?
I tried to make it unnoticeable that tears had wrecked my makeup.
I missed some of Chemistry, but eventually they made me go to class.
Whatever.
NOTE: I don't like being used.
and i'm still waiting for
you to be the one i'm waiting for
11:09PM