it makes me wonder when I grow to be that age, will I be walking down the street begging for spare change?
4:30pm
EDIT 11:18pm
you walk around without a soul
sunken eyes and dreadlocked hair
but yet you've found the light
how you managed i'm not so sure
but i'll keep trying just like you
and I know in the end it can't be
you know it can't
stop telling me it will
always left out in the dark
only reaching for the light
you've found it now
and i'm left without
you walk around so depressed
but you have light in your life
something i've never had
and I know she loves me
and I know he cares too much
but the difference in our understanding
is that i'll never be
and you'll live on happily.
I won't deny it any longer
I want what you've had for soo long
but gone without.
to fill this feeling
with hopeful thoughts
and dreams unscathed by lonely nights.
and though you can't feel it
it'll come soon enough
and i'll be left in the dark once again
and you can't possibly understand
the feeling of my darkness
the only thing i've ever felt
untouched by light
and looked right through by human eyes.Listening to: American Idiot - Green Day
Feeling: bewildered
it makes me wonder when I grow to be that age, will I be walking down the street begging for spare change?
4:30pm
EDIT 11:18pm
you walk around without a soul
sunken eyes and dreadlocked hair
but yet you've found the light
how you managed i'm not so sure
but i'll keep trying just like you
and I know in the end it can't be
you know it can't
stop telling me it will
always left out in the dark
only reaching for the light
you've found it now
and i'm left without
you walk around so depressed
but you have light in your life
something i've never had
and I know she loves me
and I know he cares too much
but the difference in our understanding
is that i'll never be
and you'll live on happily.
I won't deny it any longer
I want what you've had for soo long
but gone without.
to fill this feeling
with hopeful thoughts
and dreams unscathed by lonely nights.
and though you can't feel it
it'll come soon enough
and i'll be left in the dark once again
and you can't possibly understand
the feeling of my darkness
the only thing i've ever felt
untouched by light
and looked right through by human eyes.
amba xox
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ps-nice diary