I think I might be going insane

by missxbrown
Feeling: burned-out
TODAY I FELL AND FELT BETTER JUST KNOWING THIS MATTERS I JUST FEEL STRONGER AND SHARPER found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing I never thought it could happen. I've always told myself that I wasn't a hater. But somehow someone has brought me to just that. People do have teachers that they don't like. But, I think this is different. I hate him so much I can't even focus in class because he makes me so mad. I can't even smile in that class anymore. He knows, too. If I had the chance, I probably would kill him. I think he'd just be better off dead. And then i'd apologize to his wife and 10 year old daughter. If I fail Chemistry the first semester then i'm dropping out. There's no need to stay and I seriously think if I stay in there any longer it's going to affect my mentality. I'm so glad that concert is in two months. I can't get by if I have nothing to look forward to. He keeps me sane: Image hosting by Photobucket I sit in the state of a daydream With all of your words flying over my head Even more time gets wasted In a daze Maybe I'm just too damn lazy Or maybe I was just brainwashed to think that way And all of your time gets wasted In my daze And I'm looking back now At where I have gone wrong And why I could not seem to get along My interests are longing To break from these chains These chains that control My future's aim... 409 In Your Coffeemaker by Green Day. Billie Joe wrote that song about his teacher and named it that after he put 409 in his coffee. What a brilliant idea... 11:07PM
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veech is a bitch.

maybe you can drop chem? i mean, i doubt you'll need it for the shit you wanna get into...so yeah.