I hate it that you live all the way out there, and wish that I could see you, but since I can't, I'm gonna write you a song. The raindrops, snowflakes, used to inspire me so but now I wonder why they look like tear drops on the blue horizon as I miss your face your voice and the way you loved me Looking out my window reminds me of the feeling I feel with you. A tree in every form has a perfect beauty a beauty in and of itself. Your words make me feel that special I am a tree around you perfect in my every form My mask put on or off while little kids are playing queens I'm losing sight of all my dreams of feeling like I felt with you I won't give up I need to have you You're my own personal drug Sometimes I feel myself falling and I think of you you pull me back up I'm ready to be that person you want me to be But I can't be her. ---------------------------------------------- I know I can't be her, but hey, I still wish he loved me like he loved her. Oh well. Guess I have to settle for being a best friend, right? Josh promised to write me a song, but now I've done it for him, hopefully he'll read it and tell me he's going to leave Kayla! Yea, that was selfish and uncalled for. The problem is, Kayla is just not a bitch. It'd be so much easier to hate her if she were. But she's the cutest, nicest, sweetest little thing in the entire world. I may just hate that Josh loves her. Damnit, I'm selfish. Yes, I'm finally admitting it to the world. I love Josh. Sadly, David does not know who Josh is. Let's keep it that way, ok people?