I'm in a real bummer mood today and I feel bad about it. My mom yelled at me last night about my eating habits. When lorilei comes over after school, usually, we eat. She eats ALOT and I just cook alot. She's the skinny one though. I don't know, I don't really have a problem with it, but I guess my mom does. I came home after school, and I set on a pot of boiling water (I going to make Macroni and Cheese for myself) and she yells at me. Mom: you know, you complain about your weight to your friends all the time, but I don't see you doing anything to change it. If You don't want to be fat, don't eat like a fat kid would. Mia: First of all, I think it's unjust to begrudge my eating habits when I skip breakfast and lunch- Mom: DON'T INTERRUPT ME! WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM, YOU ALWAYS HAVE AN ADDITUDE PROBLEM? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE PLEASANT! Mia: Oh wow, I really don't want to deal with this right now mom, I'm really tired- Mom: YOUR ALWAYS TIRED, YOU SHOULD EXCERISE MORE INSTEAD OF EATING US OUT OF HOUSE AND HOME. Mia: Look, I'll just clean it up. Mom: NO You might as well fucking eat it now. Just don't come crying to me when you're REALLY overweight and can't fit into a prom dress. Thanks mom. I don't know, I never really looked at myself as overweight, I mean, chubby probably, even alittle bit fat, but never OVERweight. I guess I should expect crap like that from my mom. When She was a teenager, her room was clean all the time. She body built. She was perfect. I don't understand what I could do to be like her. I don't want to be like her.