So yea, last night, I was so FUCKING terrified that I was going to break cerfew because we watching a really good movie, and I didn't want anyone to have to miss it, that I started crying, and I was crying and T saw me and he was like "why you crying?" and I was like "it's nothing" and he was like "BITCH you always say it's nothing and obvisously it's something or else you would not be crying you dumb american fuck!" But it was all whispered so nobody heard. But then Ari said "It's almost the end of the movie." so I got much less paranoid. And besides, I was greatly enjoying sitting stuck between Torti and Mischy. (Did I mention that they are YUMMY? In the older brother kind of way.......blushes) So has anyone seen boondock saints? Because I did. Last night. It was pretty funny and at the same time had a point. Plus I could recite the same parables they were reciting, so it was cool. We were supposed to go to eternal sunshine, but we didn't, because a) mischy decided he didn't actually want to pay for me b) Torti decided he had seen enough stupid american movies that sucked up his cash. Or, that was all just fake for a parent who has been reading my online journals. hmmmm, I wonder. PSH no. We really didn't go to eternal sunshine though, and I still really want to see it. UHG Ellie's parents are fucking nazi's. Sorry, that's a bad comparison. Everyone will think I am a cold cruel person. Oh well, I've already written it. But honestly. She wasn't allowed to come out with us last night because her parents had never met Mischy. WHAT THE FUCK? MY PARENTS HAVE NEVER MET ANY OF MY FRIENDS! Except for my dad, whose met Kyle T and Alan, but that's because my DAD IS FUCKING AMAZING. That's not the point though, I realize although she is only in eighth grade, it's possible that it's slightly odd that really cool high school people who can drive want to hang out with her, but hello? HAS HE MET HIS OWN CHILD? She's fucking awesome. She acts like a seventeen year old, as opposed to a fourteen year old. She's at a more mature point than I think her brother will ever be at. They are absolutley the most ridculous people in the entire world. Fuck it all, we're kidnapping her tonight. haha, pats on the back for having a party while daddy's gone. No, just kidding. AHHHHH, I met a really cool chick named Sami (I don't know if that's how you spell it, it was pronouced saaa-m-i, with like a short a sound and a really hard I) so yea she was really nice and we had a really funny conversation in the car about being fat, and how much it sucks but how much we don't even care anymore. And then Torti was like "If you say you fat one more time, I'm going to smake you." and in my head I said what is smake? But I decided then was not the best time to make fun of his sexy german accent "And yOU will be the first girl I ever smack." and I was like "You wouldn't smack me." and he did that stupid thing with his lips that he does, and he shook his head yes. He wouldn't smack me. So anyway, has anyone seen boondock saints? That movie is FUCKING AWESOME. I don't know, it seems like I've become a part of this funky group they've got, but at the same time, I feel distanced from it. I mean, I love hanging out with everyone, but I don't know. Maybe it's just me. Maybe it just takes a little bit of time to get used to my new hanging out chill situation?