Still. Smiling.

So, I was at senior high conference this weekend. Oh man. What a time. I don't know what I'm going to do without all these amazing wonderful people in my life. List of people who have left me to fend for myself: Dan Nye Lee Anne Abi Andy Mike Webber Will (who I just met this weekend....BUT STILL) Abra Sara (IT'S TOO MANY PEOPLE) Jordan Jesse Kimberly Evan Brittany Ashley MOLLY! I'm really upset about molly, dan nye, andy, and lee anne. They are really special to me. Everyone in that list is incredibly special to me, but those are the select four who I do not see enough. I cried my eyes out all weekend. I don't want them to go. I know I still have so many people, but really, I love them all so much. How am I going to survive on my own? Who will I laugh with or dance to no music with? Who will I run away from when they find condoms in my purse? What am I supposed to do without these people? MOLLY was my first small group leader. I had a great small group that year. I could put up my hair in four second, and I remember every little detail about that conference. It was so amazing to me. Now, I just don't know what to do without everyone. Maybe I'm being sad and whiny and pathetic. After all, if they never left, how is my PM class going to ever come in? Still. "I can't stay forever. Forever would not be long enough." -Dan Nye It was one of the best conferences I've ever been to. I don't want to walk them halfway home. I want to be there the whole way! And then live with them when they get home! God, I won't cry anymore. More later. ----------------------------- I almost broke down and started crying in Math. I have a 74%. Whatever. Been crying tons more lately, I don't know. I think it's got something to do with everyone leaving. I've still got a bunch of people, but it doesn't make letting those others go any easier.
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You're not left to fend for yourself..you still have plenty of people there who love you and care for you just like the lot of us do. I feel so
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honored that I'm one of those four. Always remember what I said to you, about you being younger and shorter, but there are times when such wisdom
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come out of you, that I look up to you. And remember the quote I said, because I think you need to hear it to...Be Gentle with yourself, and you will
[Anonymous]
be gentler with those around you...it's about time you started thinking you are as amazing as you are. I love you Amelia, more than you know. I'm
[Anonymous]
always here...4405378613....love you
LeeAnne
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oh, and melie...I will ALWAYS chase after you when I find condoms in your purse! If only to make sure its a loving guy later on..
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