MoSt painful thing I've heard all week: Mia: HE'S a dick! He tried to take you into my bathroom and have you give him head, the FIRST DAY HE MET YOU! Lorilei: Yea, well, people usually don't have to TRY when they go in your bathroom with you. I don't think she really meant to hurt me as much as she did, but it still sort of sucked. It sort of just rid me of any clarity I might have had on who my friends really are or really aren't. I don't not trust the people from conferences, it's not hard to know if they love you or not because there is just so much love that they have to offer. There is just so freggin much. People at school are different though. You never know who is going to stab you in the back- and it's hard to try and stay friends with anyone. "People live and people die, but in the end, all lives are based on a lie."-just now "Every living creature dies alone"-Donnie Darko I never know what to think or what to do. I can't stop anything from going wrong. Understand, that no matter what I do, I will still have to much love in my heart to truly ever hate anyone. You guys have fueled that love. I saw dan nye walk into my church yesterday, and I got up and jumped to hug him. I thought he was a mariage, but he was really there. It was like added logs to a dying fire and watching it flair up again. It was beautiful. -Mia