Bitch here. How's everybody doing? I'm absolutley completely bitchy, screwed, messed up, wrong, all of the above, and in school. Ellie's coming to school with me on friday. Chances are all the boys will be enthralled with her as they never are with me. I'm looking forward to it. (actually, I am looking forward to it. I love ellie.) Burning Bitching Losing Crying Dying Sighing Hurting Slitting All my cares away Cutting Prying Screaming Loving All of those who stay I really miss my happening group everyone. I ridculously miss Andy. I love Andy. I seriously miss Molly. I love Molly. I crazy miss Lee Anne. I love Lee Anne. Life and all of it's attachments just fucking suck. Josh called me today. I was wondering why, and I was going to call him, but then I just didn't want to. It hurts for me to hear his voice. I talked to Kayla today, she said she was so excited because he was taking her out next week. Where's he taking her? Why? When are they going to break up? Kayla's been asking about my website. I think I would rather die than show it to her. I went to see my grandparents on the other side of ma famille today. I love my grandpa so much, it makes me cry just thinking about his death ever. I want to go back to church camp and live there forever. But mostly, I just want to hug andy again. And sing with molly again. and write crazy stories with lee anne.