BLUE You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

So I guess I'm blue. Oh so very blue. I miss andy so much. I miss lee anne so much! I MISS EVERYONE TOO MUCH FOR WORDS! I called andy last night while I was at ellie's, told him all about my mom calling the cops on me and such, and he didn't have much of a reaction, which made me sort of happy, and sort of sad all at the same time. Sometimes, just talking to me makes me feel so much better about life in general. It's a beautiful light at the end of tunnel. Just a very simple peice of lace at the bottom of a dress. He told me he cut his hair, and I don't know. I've never actually known short hair andy. I hope it doesn't throw me too much. I haven't talked to Steven. Two more days and I might see him on sunday. I'm not sure. I don't know if I want him to come, or if I don't want him to come. I don't love him. But Oh wow, do I. I've been debating what to do about this whole situation. I think I might just give up. Steven doesn't love me, Josh is going to college, Andy's leaving in general. It hurts.