Moody me. That's all I am. Really cute shoes, and moods. (and I mean REALLY cute shoes.) I moped all day yesterday about steven. ALL DAY. And then I went home and cleaned my room. Today I might go home and just go to bed. I might not even stay at school. Maybe I'll just cut 4-7 periods and go home. It's only four more classes. (4. 5. 6. 7.) math, journalism, world history, and english. STEVEN BENDER IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND. WHAT A STUPID NAME. I hate that name. And I hate the way his blue eyes light up when he smiles and the way he leans back into me when we're playing line games at youth group and I hate his stupid pouty lips, and I hate the way his hair is always shiny and I hate it when he patronizes me and I hate the fact that he's so stupid and I hate it that I love him so much.