Josh isn't mine, but I wish I could say he was. He is just an enigma, that I can't figure out. At times I think that I am so in love with him, I can't even breathe without him, and other times, I think he's to perfect and I don't always want to be around a saint. Saints are boring. But I love him. More than anything. He is possibly the most amazing person I have ever met in my entire life. There for me when I get drunk, there for me when I've made mistakes. There for me when I need to talk late at night, just there for me in general. Calls me in the morning, writes a song I wanted, I wish he was mine. I want to make him mine.