so i got up this morning, and feel like a god. untouchable, unbreakable, just strong. powerful. incontrole. i get up, head to the bank, withdraw cash. head to the auto shop, pick up a replacement antenna (which was the wrong one, never listen to the auto mechanic, lol), go pay the late fees at hollywood. Go the best buy and pick up the fall out boy cd, old coheed and cambria, and the bb king anthology. head over to silbershines. on the way i call stacy, leave her a message. get to silbershines, give her money for her guitar, then we go to lunch and talk about whats been going on. After that i drive over to the guitar center, pick up some strings for the guitar, and some other useful supplies. Ted was helpful and started me out with a good kit. thought i had a guitar strap though, but dont, so i think i'll head back. been in a blues mood lately, to be honest, cant say i ever was. but music, has just been there. and i like it. dont know what the hell is going on. not here. not there. not with her. not in my head. i feel better today, not overrun with lonelyness. but thier slowly coming back dammit, these razorblade butterflies. slowly. but thier coming back again. i need to find something to do. i wish i could just string this guitar away. but, problem with that is, need to know how to put it all together first...with time right. later