...moan....... what a night, holy shit. what the hell was that. honestly. flipping out like that. eh. i just read the update from last night too. bipolor dammit. oh man, i feel like just woke up out of some rediculous cacoon. last night i just lost it i guess. crying, clawing...laying in bed crying till i fall asleep, lonely. dammit. so weak. i blame this all on casablanca. i took the link to this diary off of my aim sn, since i did it purely out of attention purposes. strange is the fact that i hid it. Made all the font the same color and underlined as the hyperlink. hidden, but there. but now its gone. so it dosnt matter. so sad. well, im gonna shower now, and just bum around till work. fucking casablanca. all i do is bitch lately. its making me sick. is that all i am: comnplaining. see, im even doing it now. how very criptic. but this place, is my place. i can say whatever i want here....but now i really need to get some things done. here's looking at you kid. now i need to go pee.