alright, so work is ok. things are moving along. not really sure if i want that though. i know that if i continue work thier, im not gonna go to school seriously, just because it offers me a feeling of imnportance and some social interaction. tonight is like the last nights, came home from work. well its actually a little more sad. biggie, diana, kat, charlotte all came home tonight, but i still went home. nothing to do. no one to hang out with. apparently biggie got kidnapped when i called him, lots of voices, all familier. oh well. so i went to the movie's alone. got there, decided there was nothing to watch, went back home, hooked up my xbox (which i havnt done in at least 5 months) and got my ass handed to me by these annoying low level kids who either bragged about how good they were, or yelled fuck fuck fuck in the mike, or yelled out racist or sexist things, and all i could do, was nothing... i used to be thrice thier skill. now, sad. pathetic cause i havn't played. ah so once again here i am. dammit. spent 45 minutes in the dark...from the floor..looking at my room, because it looked different from there...