I know I havnt written in a while, Im sorry. haha but umm this past few days have been hard for me!! Yesterday I felt good because I thought things were all figured out, but right now... Im not soo sure. :- My stomach hurts soo much. I guess it doesnt really matter how much people tell me whats right and wrong.. my heart tells me something else and it sucks. BAD* but uhh, I'll tell you whats going on later... *Lizz