Gosh darn it, it definately deleted my journal entry yesterday. But I guess that is ok, I just needed to get everything out of my system. For one, I'm SO much better without him. I've got a lot more to offer and I've got bigger and better places to go than wait around being the subordinant wife. I've got quite a head on my shoulders. The one thing I appreciated was his adivce to not sell myself short. I honestly think I might have. But not now! I will survive and I will rock this world! On a heavier note, I feel bad because Enzo asked me out and I just don't know. It's way too soon for me to get into anything. And it was quite out of the blue. I feel bad because he really likes me. He is such a nice guy, but it was too soon. I admire his courage though. I don't know if I could have done that. And then he wrote some nice things on his myspace about me. He spelled out my name and wrote that I was cute, outgoing, understanding, the bestest friend ever, nice and neat, ever so kind, you know that i like her more than anything. He forgot the R, but that is ok. It's the thought. I hope he just understands I need some time. I'm not sure if I like him more than a friend. I'm sure I could give him a shot, but not now. I just need time. Argh, I feel bad. But I guess I shouldn't, it's how I feel and I should go into something because I feel bad, but I do. Oh well. I'll report back tomorrow. Parade tonight. Scotia. Yeah. I guess it could be cool though. -Courtney